There are times when I wish I wasn't a blogger. It's hard for me to talk about how I'm feeling without wanting to write it all out. But I can't and won't right now. But thank you to those of you who have left me gentle reminders that there are ears if I need them. I'm going to ask that for right now, no one ask me what's going on. I will tell everyone when it's time, but it is not time yet. Yes, I have been sad lately. It's apparent in my posts and in my conversations. Yes, there is a reason, but I can honestly say that it is not the fault of anyone that I care about.
So some of you have asked me if Saturday night's party is still going on. Truth? I have no idea. Part of me wants to just go ahead and do it. Do it because I need to be distracted for a couple of hours. But part of me doesn't know if I'll be in a party mood. Let's play it by ear, guys. Let's just play it by ear.