Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Not sleepy...

I'm up and I shouldn't be. lol I suddenly was struck with a really sad mood earlier and I went to bed. I'm not sure what was wrong. I suppose the changing of the seasons, or maybe I was just lonely. I was chatting in the group when it hit, so I don't know if that was really it. Maybe it was because they were all talking about how everyone has pretty much bought land all together and I have my own land so I really would have no reason to go live anywhere else. I don't know what my deal is. I guess it really hit me as I was building that I'm doing all this stuff to occupy my time but there's really only one thing that I want to do and I can't and I don't know when or if I will again. It doesn't always bother me this much but tonight it did. So...yeah. lol I'll be ok, probably will feel better in the morning, but tonight I'm just down.

A found a lounger in the Alice hunt that matches a room I have perfectly. It's nice to find things like that in your inventory. I need to dedicate an hour tomorrow to sorting some inventory. I have too many things that I don't even know what they are anymore.

I guess it's back to bed for me.

Curled up


Rylan Carling said...

:( It still hits me every now and then. I'll be in the middle of doing any mundane task, and all of a sudden, I want to crawl into bed and not think. It gets better, I promise.

Anonymous said...

Oh Ali I am so sorry we made you feel sad & lonely. You're THE reason for the Ch'know group, there'd be no group without you and you know we all love you. I know you've been going through a really difficult time and I'm sorry I haven't been around much to be there for you. We haven't abandoned you or anything!! **BIG HUGS**

Joonie said...

It does get better, Ali. And then it gets worse again, but not as bad as the first time. And then it gets a lot better. And then out of the blue...I'm blue again.
But you know...each better day is a little bit better than the better day before it! lol! Still with me?

Hugs Ali...it's going to be ok. I promise, too.