Thanks for all the nice words and everything tonight. It means a lot to me. I am not really feeling any better, but I'm not feeling any worse, so I guess I'll take that.
And of course, there were distractions tonight, which helped a lot.
Like Meara sending me this adorable little guy.
He waddles all over, and talks, and I can make him go to sleep. Sooo cute! He's just been wandering all around the skybox keeping me company.
To try to cheer myself up, I went out to shop. First I hit up Decoy and bought another pair of jeans. Then I went to Weird Shit, the best place in SL for buying crazy stuff that is fun and impractical. But I couldn't decide what I wanted. Like, I just wanted something to say "Hey Ali, buy me." So I decided to go stalk the lucky chairs and wait for something. I figured if my letter came up, that's what I was supposed to get.
While I was waiting for an A [I think those chairs are biased. B and C and H came up a lot] I decided to pull out QAvimator and make a sit pose for waiting. Poser is still hard for me and I didn't think my brain could handle it tonight. But I suck at arms. I was trying so hard to not make them embed in my body, it looks like I'm holding something. lol
I'll play with it later maybe.
I did win 2 things. A balloon chair and a stockade. lol The balloon chair I love.
With my balloon chair, I went to the pit and spent some time with Cen and Bon. We also got to meet a very nice woman named Marthine. Hi! She gave me a great picture frame. It's upstairs in my shop, but I have a feeling it's going to come home with me at some point. lol
After everyone left, I came home and browsed the freebies on OnRez. I picked up too much crap, I'm sure, but I did get a bubble wand that kept me mildly entertained, and some maracas that made me laugh a bit.
I should go to bed. I should try to get some rest. But I just can't for some reason. I can't make myself. If I wasn't worried that I may be called at any moment, I'd take one of my nice relaxing pills, but those knock me out, and that won't do. Thank goodness for late night television. lol