More RL stuff.

So a lot of you have IMed me in the past couple of days just to see how I'm doing. And I've probably told you that I'm ok. And that's not entirely false, but it's not entirely true either. I am tired and so stressed out that I feel like a really stretched out rubber band that wants to snap. This coming week definitely won't be a fun one for me, so if my posts are shorter, or if I seem edgy when you talk to me in world, please know ahead of time it's nothing personal. I am definitely using SL as an escape right now, and I may not want to talk about anything heavy when I'm there. Levi told me this morning that I need to take a day off from all my worrying, but having not had a day off from worrying in the past 10 years, I wouldn't know how. lol Even when things are relatively calm, I am always worried about something that is usually out of my control. But SL is my time to breathe, and I am eternally grateful for those of you who make me laugh with just being who you are. You all give me a chance to take a deep breath, or stop my stomach from hurting, or have tears that come from laughing. I have friends that make me laugh and a partner who makes me feel loved and safe. How could I ever thank you all for that? Words would never be enough.

Anyway, so that's what's going on. Those who need to know more will know more, but those who don't will not. But I guess that's true at any time really. I just wanted to let you guys know kind of where my head is these days since I've been asked.