sigh

3 hours of sleep and one call with my mom later...and I'm pretty much just a mess. I am so stressed out I can't even think straight. And I know that I'm stressed out because my mom is stressed out and she passed it all on to me, but I can't seem to think well enough to sort it out in my head. I thought that I'd just not log in tonight but it's like I don't know what to do so I'm just doing what I always do. I cried for an hour after talking to her, I'm sporadically crying now, and I just don't know what to do. Aside from going to my parents' house and staying up all night to keep watch to make sure the people across the street don't do anything, what can I do?

Ugh, I'm sorry to dump RL things in here. I just don't know what else to do. If I'd eaten anything in the past 12 hours, I'd probably throw it up at this point, I'm that anxious. Bleh.